dekadens

I promised myself never to lie again.
To stand for my desicions. For my fuckups.
so thats why I told you the truth.
even though it hurts. I'm sorry

It was beautiful. But I threw razorblades at and across it.
I cut it up and left deep fleshwounds - they will leave scars.
There was blood everywear

I ran through the kitchen and tried to find towels to clean it up, but I just got covered in red as I threw myself on the floor.
I don't deserve you.